Thursday, April 29, 2010
It is five days after my second cleanse and I am feeling good. I have been a work trip to the middle of nowhere Texas and am currently waiting to get on my plane to get back to civilization. Although it was a nice change and kind of a mini-vaca, all I was able to eat on my diet while down south were peanuts and plain lettuce. I was finally forced to eat "meat" this morning when the only thing on the light menu was biskets and gravy, the shortstack pancake or eggs and toast. I settled for scrambled eggs with no glutten mixed in and once I made a stop at the gas station to fill up the rental I bought more of you guessed it....nuts. I can't wait to see my huband, dogs and my juicer! Oh how I have missed it the last few days. I have had some positive changes since my last cleanse. Mon-Weds, I had very heavy flowing, clear CM. None of it was really thick or stretchy but there was lots of it! Today I still have some but not as much...maybe eating 3 pounds of peanuts wasnt so good for my fertility??? I have noticed that I have a few red spots on my body that have appeared. They are flat and bright red. They stay for a day or two and then dissapear...kind of weird but I am thinking it has something to do with my body cleaning out the toxins. I havent been in the sun and they dont itch so they can't be bites. I am anxious to get home and get back on my diet and not eat nuts for a few days. I am glad I was able to come on this trip. I was able to really relax and focus on something else other then the activity of Mr. and Mrs. Ovary and it felt good. I have decided that I am going to try and not care what happens this summer. Tomorrow I am going to call the fertility specialist's office and move my appointment to August. That way I can watch and see how my body heals and try for a baby all summer and if we still need help, I think I will be ready in August to go back. I just can't risk going next week and have them tell me something that will send me spiraling back into hopelessville when I have come so far since this time last year. If I have follicules now, I should have them in a few months and I still have a feeling everything is going to be ok and dont want to rush things. Besides...I gave my body a deadline of Juine 15th. I should at least wait until after that to seek alternate fertility assistance. Well I have a plane to catch hope everyone has a good night!