Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Bad Habbits Die Hard
So my giving up Caffeine is not happening as easliy as I had thought it would. I find myself craving a diet dr. pepper or ddp as our office calls them. I crave that cold, refreshing taste of the stuff. It would be differnt if I felt that cutting out caffiene from diet had helped when I did it before but it didnt help so why should I suffer when clearlt one caffienated beverage a day obviously wasnt the answer to my fertility problems. I have got to stop working and start living. Tomorrow is Weds, I swear I am not going to have an ounce of caffiene tomorrow....well wait a minute does chocolate count? When I woke up this morning from a deep sleep I quickly realized two things. One, I had overslept by an hour and two, I had really bad menstrual cramps. They lasted until about lunch time and then dissapeared. I also noticed my digestion was very on top of things today. Not sure if those two things could be related??? I have a feeling that when I go to see Jeff, my acupuncturist this week, he is going to get even more frustrated. He expressed his frustration last time I was in. He doesnt understand why I am not responding but was optimistic. He is currently taking a class on follicule stimulation...lucky me I guess. I will have to be the guinea pig on all the new techniques he is learning. I know it is all going to be all right and that this will all be worth it. Just wish it could happen already. I am not asking for a pregnancy right now, just a visit from mother nature with that nicely wrapped package. Oh who am I kidding, I would take the monthly gift unwrapped, in fact she can just throw at me and I will try and catch it.